I don't know what direction my college education is going in anymore. I feel totally un-motivated in everything I'm sick of work i hate my room mates. I don't know what i want anymore with my career choice. I feel like I'm giving up on another dream which is sad that's not me. Maybe it's this town or my mental health. I recently stopped taking my anti-depressants which were for headache prevention but i was unaware of how much affect that i had on my emotions and mental health. Its true that mental health problems are all over the family tree that scares me. Everything scares me anymore, i worry everyday that I'm going to lose Kenny. I have many interest's in career's I'm just confused College just seems...pointless anymore and so does this blog i don't have friends besides Kenny why do i waste my time?